Monday, May 30, 2011

I have had to face things this last month that nothing could have ever prepared me for. I am not dealing very well with it.
How do you except things that effect your life that you had no say in and are not allowed to try to fix them? HOW?
I am having difficulty focusing on anything except those things that I can not change. I tell myself to have faith and things will work themselves out. Well that's bullshit. Anyone who know me, knows I have no patience. That when I see something wrong I want to fix it. Well I can't fix this and it is making me crazy. How do you get patience? Where do you get them? How do you give up on something you want so badly and move on? Because I can't.
No I don't want to talk about it yet. Just say a prayer for me and forgive me if I have been a bit distracted lately. I am dealing with a lot. Feel free to send me any suggestions with learning to let things happen.

2 comments:

oreneta said...

Hugs.

I see no way I can help, but I certainly hope things get a whole lot better for you very soon indeed.

Get some sailing in? It might give you time, and a break and some perspective?

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