Sunday, August 24, 2014

The adventures of SV Wahine are dead and gone. This blog needs a new name ASAP! what should it be?
The adventures of new Terrie?
Terrie's Adventures?
Terrie's Travels?  I kinda like this one...
Chime in. We all know I need all  the help I an get.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Im sad to say that my adventures on board the SV Wahine are forever over. He traded the boat and the property for our son. Well its actually worse than it sounds. He demanded that he keep the boat and all 3 propertys without once asking for more time with our son. So needless to say it was not hard for me to make that desicion. He can have it all and Robbie and I will start our new adventure with out him. The divorce is final last month. I no longer am admiral of the SV Wahine. It was a sad day for me. I will miss my boat. She was of a kind, It will be hard to replace her. Him however when I decide that I want to replace him i believe guys like him are a dime a dozen. Bet that I will be looking for some high end upgrades and this fellow better come with one hell of a sells pitch. And a beautiful boat.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Terrie's Lawyer Fund

Terrie's Lawyer Fund
So I now have to defend myself against the one person who I thought would always be there to protect me. WHY? I don't understand how we got here. I have tried everything and continue to pray for God to intervene and save our marriage. It is in his hands. The lawyer wants 2500$ to start just to take the case. It could be as much as 5 or 7000$. Can you imagine. We really don't have much of a choice but to pay it and they know they have us over a barrel. Lawyers and doctors really take advantage of others misfortunes. I have set up a pay pal account so if anyone wants to contribute to my cause feel free to make a donation. If my prayers are answered and our marriage is given another chance I will find an organization that helps women in need who are going through a divorce and donate all the funds to it. Wish me luck! This should be the link to make a donation.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Well this has been the worst year in my almost 40 years!

A lot of my friends and family are wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Well here it is all wrapped up for you.

Last year and the beginning of this one I was fighting to save my home. We were being foreclosed on. I did save it.

Then on April 23rd my husband of 13 years announces out of the blue, at least it was to me, that he is not happy and he is leaving me. And he did.

My mother passed on July 31st. We did not have a great relationship and we had a lot of hostility between us and I feel bad about all we left unsaid.

Then my darling husband decided HE wants to live in our house and he asked me to move out. I didn't get much of a vote. I had to move. So now the home I fought for that is now a broken home and barely a house I am evicted from because he wants it.

Last week a very dear friend who happens to be my sons Great Grandmother passed away. She was one of just a few people who I could talk too.

I have lost 50 lbs, crying burns a lot of calories. But I have no money for clothes so if you see me naked pay me no mind. I am often sick. I don't sleep. I cry all the time and I am very depressed.

So to sum it up I lost my husband , my Mom, my home, my mind and a grandmother in a little over 6 months.
I will also be 40 in just a few weeks. YAH ME!
I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in a new year with a fresh new start.
I am seriously thinking of skipping Thanksgiving, my birthday, and Christmas!
Did I mention that the schedule that my thoughtful husband came up with states that he has our son Thanksgiving and Christmas. WTF

Thursday, October 20, 2011

What do you do when everything you thought you knew was wrong?
What do you do when the thing you want the most you cannot have?
What do you do when everything you touch brakes or argues with you?
What do you do when you know how to fix something but your not allowed?
What do you do when your heart is hurting and you have no will to go on?
What do you do???????????

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

No things are not any better.
How long can you give of yourself before you run out of you? Is it an endless supply? Who refills it? Where does it come from?
I feel like I am running low.

Monday, May 30, 2011

I have had to face things this last month that nothing could have ever prepared me for. I am not dealing very well with it.
How do you except things that effect your life that you had no say in and are not allowed to try to fix them? HOW?
I am having difficulty focusing on anything except those things that I can not change. I tell myself to have faith and things will work themselves out. Well that's bullshit. Anyone who know me, knows I have no patience. That when I see something wrong I want to fix it. Well I can't fix this and it is making me crazy. How do you get patience? Where do you get them? How do you give up on something you want so badly and move on? Because I can't.
No I don't want to talk about it yet. Just say a prayer for me and forgive me if I have been a bit distracted lately. I am dealing with a lot. Feel free to send me any suggestions with learning to let things happen.